So sex is a big deal. People crave it, they want it, and they need it. It can be a powerful feeling, and perhaps even great enough to be worth living for. People give up their friends for a girl, they leave how, they spend al their money, ect.
It still hard for me to consider talking to a girl just with just the intent to fuck her, and then go on with my life. I know what people are thinking, and doing when they do this to someone else, but I forget what they are not thinking about. What they’re not considering.
Killing for money I understand, screwing someone over to raise yourself up high I understand. (understand =/= condone.)
But. for a feeling? No.
Using someone else to gain a feeling when there’s so many other way to gain a “feeling.”
I guess this is basically just the ramblings of someone who was raised being taught that friends are a waste of time:
*They are distractions that waste your time that could be better spent bettering yourself.
*They are a waste of money- going out/movies/videogames/ect
*They create destabalizing emotions that distract your focus and direction.
But why live if you don’t feel anything? Why bother to be the best if you’re alone?
Obviously you need a balance between the two to be both successful and happy.
When trying to date someone you are expecting more from them than just a friend. It’s hard to just “let it happen” when you’re used to pushing out those emotions.
I have as many friends as I want, and I can gain more easily, but when it comes to trying to date … someone… they’re gone by the time my thoughts disperse.