Appreciation

Sometimes it really matters that you get what you want.  But why does it matter?  I split it into a couple different reasons, and 100% in order to make me feel better about myself.

  • Because it’s time dependent.  If it goes badly, the event cannot be easily replaced.  It is centered on a physical time and place, and there’s no repeats, no second chances.
  • Because you’re tired of not getting what you want, and just want it to go your way just this once…
    • I’m torn on this one.

You can be there for someone when they don’t ask, when they don’t need it.  You can do something in a way for someone when they don’t need to it to go their way, and it won’t be appreciated because they would have been able to do it them self.  If they can’t do everything them-self, then they need you to be there for things they can’t do themselves, not for things that they can.

When you and the person you are with, especially your partner, both want the other to join in who is supposed to give in and surrender?  Who makes the sacrifice?

I invited you to be part of my life, and you needed me to sacrifice that so that you could feel as though you are important to me.

That shrug of yours.  As if you are saying, “I know that I just hurt you, but that’s your fault.  You made this happen.”

Yes, I am the keeper of your emotions, I control how you feel.

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One thought on “Appreciation

  1. Or maybe you just a puppet…
    Or maybe you’re young and wanting fun…
    Or maybe she has never meant anything to you, so you don’t see that she gives you everything…
    Or maybe the girl is just wanting you to feel and know that you’re not alone and you don’t have to struggle…
    She might know you can do things on your own, why would you choose to let someone be in pain, when in you know you can help, even if it’s just hugging them and letting them know you are there for them too? Maybe your fun is to put or watch people torture themselves or by you…

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